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I'm a relatively good girl. I do eat my veggies. I have an absolutely sweet tooth and I like chocolates and candy floss although they make me look kiddish most of the time. I absolutely adore babies and toddlers and I often go gaga over them.

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forbidden fantasy
Thursday, August 2, 2007
now that i din stick to her anymore..you are too good with her.
cn i say you sticking to her ?
ahaha
funny..all my nonsence.
anyay..facial expression are jealousing..but you 2 treat it seriously.
i said ok to change.
said giveyou wingsto fly.
of cox i will allow..but emotional expressions..zz
i hope still friends ?at armlength friends ?..and i think it will be like this.at least.
anyway ,clarified here.
I DIN SAY YOU PS.
I DINNOT SAY.i only tell yiling if i can partner her..
whatever..i think not worth it explaining.
cause you would probably say 'you donnit to tell me why ...'
If 0nly i Leave Everyone Alone.
and i know you loves her..very good friends
i have see clearly..what in the past said will always change.
my everythings.
mean to me
what have i done is..always clinging to pple and stick to pple.
when was following..
was claim in the game of police and thief
when was leaving spaces..
those spaces between us.
just the two of us
the 2girls
was said neglected
and harshed words
were said
my sight iritates you.
my friendship..and those caring for youare all FAKE ok ?
and you dinnot guess wrong.
im a bad jealousing girl
or whatever that you are saying now.
IM ..INDEED IM TRYING TO MAKE PPLE THINK IM BEST AND YOU ARE THE BADDEST PANGSEHHER.I AM
I M ALWAYS ACTING..AND TRYING TO BE GOOD INFRONT OF OTHERS
I PURPOSELY TREAT YOU TRANSPARENT.
I CLINGS AND STICKS
if neglection cn be use anytime
anywhere
i can also claimed that like you did
why..
you are hurt ..sure you are
but so am i
coldblooded im not
i spent night thinking
how to write
i secretly skip my tuition to think how to type the msg
those are foolish..
ahah
6msgs long
my apologizy
was reply at a post in blog
8july
was thrown into dustbin ,to say ?
go sch
it seems alright
but just cold. cold shoulder
but i thought it was alright
pple see no difference like me
hopes back ?
i donno
way ,i donno to stick more close
or give spaces
i don wish to say playing the poilce and thief game..pushing you to the corner
neglection..i donwish to hear it.
but i still choosen
to give spaces..between us
she came in..
SHE..
the one that you claim i laughing away with
she ,i now kept an arm length.
but you are the one
1st day you pei her go photocopy..
tuesday.
if only..
i leave everybody alone
not clinging
or sticking
to anyone
ease you
maybe .
the timid person
like me
should
consider
sucide.. LOL
but truely say im really afraid to do things like that
cutting myself i wun dare.
jumping i m afraid of heights .
maybe beating..a-ha..that 1 i can.
but beat wun die
aha
to ease you
the sight of me really irritates you..
and my big head
blocking you in the lessons
but everybody's likethat.LOL
i wish i could..
donnid go school
and just rmb
all of me is fake
true enough
im acting all the time.
no doubt
im hidng
the true unseen me
actually i also hides the love
not lesbians.aha
but there is a love
for you.
i also donnoe
that makes me feel empty without you around
but thats all not important.
maybe i feels empty because ..
err..maybe
a habit. or what ?
possibilities are
treating you like my entertainment
or chatter
these are the possibilities
no one can say
and maybe this piece of love is truely fake
aha
all varies in MAYBEE
and you truely make it clear enough
hah
i shld have understand it.long ago..
had to mafan you and disturb you for so long
and attempt several tries to make it clear enough
sorry for those irritations
do you know..ahah ..i was wondering.
stead break still cn be friends ..
but friends break can be what ?
i wonder still friends but of cause not so close de.
ENEMY is OUT OF CHOICE.
NOT ALLOW.PLS (=
and now
i love the reflection song
more than ever
More From My usual.. my disney song ,,
i shall change the blog song to REFLECTIOn
aha
..
don KEEP HOLDING OWN
I DONE MY OWN REFLECTION
lastly..
goodbye pal.

and i love you <33>
and after all ,all are alrights
at least i think..
you are alright
but i think i will still be there.when needed ?

thats what friends are for ?
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